What if I lose this time?"— American Idol judge Carrie Underwood talks about her dream to be a contestant again

After yet another night full of mesmerizing performances, this week American Idol had one of its panelists on the stage to set it on fire. Carrie Underwood, who won the show twenty years ago, still experiences the nerves of the competition in her nightmares. During a recent interview, she disclosed that she frequently fantasizes about competing again, but she is afraid of failing.

“I actually have dreams… often where I'm trying out for ‘American Idol’ again even though I won once, and in my dream I know that I won, and it's like, ‘Do I want to try out again? Do I think I can win again, or what if I lose this time?’ So, no, I don't want to do that, but it was a great night," she revealed.

Even with her enormous success, many Grammy Awards, and number-one albums, Underwood's recurrent dream highlights the long-lasting effects of her time on the stage of America's favorite singing competition. Recalling her nervousness of being away from home and performing in front of judges, she called the first competition one of the most terrifying things she had ever done.

Underwood, who is currently a judge on American Idol, offers a distinct viewpoint to the panel and has a strong emotional connection to the competitors. Her transformation from an anxious competitor to a self-assured coach demonstrates the show's transformational potential and the ongoing difficulties of entering the spotlight.

Carrie Underwood's journey on American Idol

Carrie Underwood was a small-town kid with huge goals before she became a country music icon. She had nothing but her voice and ambition when she took the stage. Her experience on the show not only marked the beginning of a legendary career, but it also became one of Idol's most famous success stories, motivating a new generation of musicians and demonstrating that hard work and unadulterated talent can make dreams come true.

Winner of American Idol Season 4

When Carrie Underwood tried out for American Idol Season 4 in 2005, her powerful voice and composed stage presence won over the judges. Originally from Checotah, Oklahoma, she immediately won over fans with her flawless performances, enthralling them week after week. Carrie demonstrated her variety and star quality with her moving performance of "Alone" by Heart and her stirring rendition of "Inside Your Heaven" in the finale.

In addition to winning the competition, Simon Cowell famously prophesied that she would outsell all prior champions, and he was correct. With many Grammy Awards, platinum records, and a devoted following, Carrie became one of the most successful alumnae in history after winning the title. Her victory marked the start of an illustrious career, not just a title.

From Competing to Judging

Carrie Underwood has now made a complete circle by exchanging her contestant number for a judge's seat. Having experienced the nerve-racking American Idol route, she offers the panel deep empathy and astute observation. In addition to her technical expertise, her criticism shows a thorough comprehension of each contestant's emotional journey. Along with celebrating the show that transformed her life, Carrie continues to influence the direction of music by mentoring up-and-coming musicians.

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Fans can watch Carrie Underwood on the judges' panel of American Idol Season 23 on ABC.

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